What many people cannot seem to be able to fathom is that circumstances and situations do not dictate one’s mental health. No matter how you try to communicate to them that depression is an illness…
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I’ve been thinking a lot about mental illness lately, considering I’m on a hiatus from life due to a mental breakdown. I’ve also had a lot of time on my hands to watch television and films. Do you want to know what epiphany I have come to? Of course you do. You’re tumblr. Read on:
Everyone is telling me to move on, to let go, to get over it but does anyone else know what it feels like to literally take that metaphorical leap of faith and not have anyone to catch you? It’s like the time I fell off the monkey bars on recess and had the wind knocked completely out of me and for a lifetime I was convinced that I was literally dying so I gaspingly pleaded with the recess monitor to tell my parents that I loved them and that I was sorry. Sorry for jumping and not being able to catch onto the rung I had aimed for. A miscalculated risk. That agonizing moment in my childhood has become my life. I can’t breathe. I literally feel like I am laying at death’s door. I am so sorry that I took a risk and that I didn’t grasp hold of my dream. I realize that those that know me consider me a stupid person for taking a leap of faith. But I did it. And I’m here now. And I don’t know how to catch my breath this time.
i wish that i could give my life to someone who deserves it
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Today’s topic is pretty serious. Is there something you want me to add to the owl tin for next week?
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It’s Thursday! So, apparently I’ve decided to do videos Mondays & Thursday. Thank you for following me! Please watch, comment, like, subscribe and share!
Today’s topic is pretty serious. Is there something you want me to add to the owl tin for next week?
“Because I want it over and done. I do. I’m tired, boss. Tired of bein’ on the road, lonely as a sparrow in the rain. Tired of not ever having me a buddy to be with, or tell me where we’s coming from or going to, or why. Mostly I’m tired of people being ugly to each other. I’m tired of all the pain I feel and hear in the world everyday. There’s too much of it. It’s like pieces of glass in my head all the time. Can you understand?”
